Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Toys I played with and porn sites

Lets see toys I use to play with. It was a mix. The only children around my house when I was growing up were girls at first so I use to play with their barbies, my little pony, strawberry shortcake, and rainbow bright dolls with them. I did have he-man and a few star wars toys, a Mr. T tall action figure, and E.T. doll, and a Michael Jackson action figure and some robot that played a movie on his chest and blew smoke rings out of his mouth (which I use to inhale and exhale sometimes...and then I became a smoker later I should sue.)

The only girl thing I had was rainbow bright sheets and pillowcase. I convinced my mom to get them for me. I really wanted an easy bake oven but never got one. I seemed to like all toys both girl and boy toys equally.

Porn on the internet is so hit or miss. I go to lustypuppy sometimes. It just has free clips. Some is fine but it is mixed with stuff I have no interest in and I find most guys are not my type. I also look at people on cam4.

It is funny and I know it is because I am older but sex just is not a driving force in my life like it use to be when I was a teen or in my mid 20's. I remember thinking about it all the time and acting on it. Now I just think about it several times a day but too lazy to even act on it.

When I chat on gay.com there is men older than me that seem to care about sex way more than me. The conversation is usually "so what are you looking for?" "what are you into?"

I annoy people because I become this robot that only tells extreme truth and ruins the fantasy they have of me. I have fun doing it too.

person: you lookin?
me: nah
person: why not?
me: i have a bf
person: i went to your site you have a nice dick
me: thx
person: I would love to suck it
me: i don't get blow jobs I only give them.
person: cool ..why don't you get blow jobs
me: I react to saliva even my own and the pills to fix it aren't worth it.
person: oh...so are you a top?
me: bottom
person: what a waste of a big dick
me: yeah.

They usually go away after that or the other classic convo.

person: you want to meet up I can host
me: nah
person:why not
me: I have a bf
person: I am discreet and won't tell ...wife here
me: cool
person: so what do you do
me: nothing I don't work
person: school?
me: no
person: want to come over?
me: I don't leave my house often
person: why not?
me: agoraphobia
person: whats that?

Anyway I do that to most people. Unless the person seems cool then I chat with them and act normal. (that is rare though). And seriously guys I have a BF there will be no hooking up.

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